Dear Lord.... so Im here at the Atlanta airport and realizing that I only seem to blog in August... at least this has been true for several years. I just had an amazing mini-vacation sponsored by Mom... and led by Your Spirit. Would You help me, Lord, just keep walking with u? Being honest, transparent and real with You? Im here to tell You that it HURTS. I dont know how that's a powerful intercession or not but that's how I feel. I hurt for Ericlee and Dorina, Lord. I don't know what Your purpose is and I know that we'll praise you and trust You, but I don't get the pain. What is Your plan, Lord? What do U desire for and through them? I know it will be ok.... but it just hurts. And Im sure Im not the inly ine feeling like this. Please reach out to us, Lord. Please be near. Lead us in prayer, Lord. Draw us and them to You. Open spiritual eyes and bring revelation. Let your love be ever sweeter to to Dorina and Ericlee and their families. Have mercy, Lord. You never change. You have compassion of us. Please have mercy. And don't let all if this suffering thwarp our vision of Who You are, but rather, redeem it. We need You, Lord. Please also guide and bless my return home, rel w hubby, my faith and health. Help me and help us TRUST you. In the holy name of Jesus, awesome provider and healer, amen.